If ever you had said to me before
That I would live this life
That I am Living now
I guess it's all so strange
To feel the way I do inside
But have so much that I could feel
Some pride for in my life
So why is it that I feel like this
How do I feel?
I've been here before
I've felt this
Retreat to a place,
A place within me
I need this.
Keep it all down,
Bottled inside
It breaks me.
To torment again
And torture me
Like it used to
I try and try to break away
From all the hate I'm feeling
For everyone of you
That's ever Done me wrong.
I need to justify the reasons
For the way I'm living.
I guess I can't 'cause
I don't feel like I deserve it
How do I feel?
I've been here before
I've felt this
Retreat to a place,
a place within me
I need this.
Keep it all down,
Bottled inside
It breaks me.
To torment again
And torture me
Like it used to
So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding I can't take away
All The shame I feel forgive me
How do I feel?
I've been here before
I've felt this
Retreat to a place,
a place within me
I need this.
Keep it all down,
Bottled inside
It breaks me.
To torment again
And torture me
Like it used to
